Stolen from Ash

Rules:
Don't change your top 4.
Fill the people in below.
Answer the questions truthfully.

1. Ash
2. Dulcea
3. Aragorn
4. Emma

Have you ever done anything illegal with 4? Not that I'm aware of. Her mom did tell me to put that evil doll head in the donation basket, though.
Have you ever kissed 1? No. I don't usually kiss girls. Or anyone, for that matter.
Have you ever hung out with 3? Basically from September on, yeah.
Have you ever hugged number 2? Maybe? I think so.
Have you ever gotten drunk/high with 3? *cough* No. Why would you think that?
Have you ever played a sport with 4? I'm not sure. I don't think I have. Oh, wait. Extreme frisbee. And square dancing. Speech is kind of a sport. Volleyball. There ya go.
Have you ever had an inside joke with 2? Several. Kind of.
Have you ever had a crush on 1? Oh, totally. Because I am SUCH a lesbian.
Have you ever gone shopping with 2? No.
Have you ever had a class with 3? Yes. Has she ever payed attention during a class? I think not.
Have you ever seen 4 in a swimsuit? No. But I have seen her in a pool.
Have you ever hurt 2's feelings? If so, it was an accident, because she's totally the nicest.
Has 1 ever hurt your feelings? Not that I can think of.
Have you ever ridden in a car with 2? No.
Have you ever dated someone in your top 4? Yeah, remember? I SO had a crush on Ash.
Have you ever traveled anywhere with 2? Not with her, persay. We've been all over Ohio at the same time, though.
Have you met 1's family? Yes. And they don't scare me. Well, except for her brothers. They're scary.
Have you ever eaten anything in front of 1? Yes. I've known her for forever. Duh. Things have even come out my nose in front of her.
Have you ever hated 4? No, but I've been jealous of her.
Have you ever fought 2? We competed against each other, but I wanted her to win.
Has 3 ever seen you do something embarassing? Try just about every time I'm with her.
Has 2 ever given you a present? Her company.
Have you ever seen anyone in your top 4 cry? Yes.
Has anyone in your top 4 seen you cry? Totally.
Have you ever played on a sports team with anyone on your top 4? No.

Gosh! Get your own whale!

That's something I actually said today. Isn't that sad? We were watching the movie 8 Below (which I didn't think I was really going to like, but there was a guy who is like Riley from National Treasure and it was pretty good, other than the complete and total ANTHROPOMORPHIC TENDENCIES) and there was this leopard seal inside a whale, and it jumped out at the dog, and that's what I said. I said a lot of funny things, but that's the only thing I remember. A lot of things about dogs eating dogs. And being a little fuzzy on which ones were which.

I worked for a couple of hours this morning. It was nice. Mostly potting plants. It started raining, so that wasn't so good.

NACHOOOOOoooo...

Yay!
I saw Nacho Libre today. I've been telling practically everyone about how I saw it. Ann said that I suck, because she wants to see it. But I don't, because it was really cool. And funny. And cool.

I wrote two poems today. One was about how I feel sometimes (no, it wasn't some emo poem about being depressed, it was kind of happy) and the other one I just made up. So yeah.

I'm trying to figure out the audioblogger thing so I can post my guitar playing skills, but I can't work it. So I guess you'll just have to be sad.

I want to say something meaningful...

But I can't think of anything.

I have this whole week off, and I'm probably going to enjoy myself immensely. Edison and I might go see Nacho Libre, and I know that I'm going to be playing guitar bunches. I'm hoping Dad'll teach me something really hard, because people tend to take girl guitarists lightly, which is annoying to no end. But other than that, I'll probably end up sleeping a lot. I slept for a billion hours today. I didn't even get up until 12:00, and it felt so good. I remember when I used to do that every day. That's just plain insane. Then I took a nap today, too. I was so tired.

Does anyone else ever feel like life is always going to be the same? Sometimes I wake up and think that nothing is ever going to change for me, and though I know it's probably not true, it still worries me a little bit. Then other times I look around and think that everything's changing too much. Except for me. I feel the same as I always have. I don't feel like I'm getting more mature, or anything. Well, I guess I feel a lot less shy than I used to be. I talk to people who I don't know, and I never used to do that. And I feel a lot more comfortable around people. Someone actually described me as outgoing, which is probably a first. But other than that, I feel like I'm never going to be anyone, or do anything. I guess I should work on my novels if I want to be anything, but most of the time I get bogged down in thinking about whether or not they're good and get really critical of my work. Then I just get depressed.

Luke Skywalker, Ash's little brother who is six months younger than I am, just went on his first date. Which makes me slightly depressed. I always figured I'd go on a date before him. Actually, I told Ash that if he got a date before me, I would kill myself. Lo and behold, he got a date. But I'm not going to kill myself, don't worry. I'm just going to have a private pity party. Until one of them gets tired of the other. Then I'll be happy. I am so awful.

I think that's all the stuff I have for today. Remember, kids: Don't smoke dope.

This is me trying to be a good girl and update.

So. I don't feel like talking about my choir trip because most of the stuff is stuff that you'd have to have been there to understand/laugh at. And I went paintballing with Aragorn, too. But to talk about that, it would mostly be "And then I got shot, and then I came back in and shot someone, and then a kid shot me from a foot away, and then I shot someone," and would make me sound violent. Which I'm not. (Heh. That's only partially a lie.)
Oh, while I was paintballing (actually after I was out) I was hanging out with this guy. Um, I can't think of a pseudonym, so he'll just be This Guy until further notice. He was really cool. I also hung out with his friend. Who will be known as Shadow. Because I said so. Anyway, we talked for a while, and then the other guys made fun of him for talking to Lisa and me (which was juvenile) and then we all swapped email addresses and screennames. So that was fun.
Our electricity was out for a couple of days. Which meant no showers or computer or lights. NOT FUN! Mom made fun of me because I commented that I was glad that I charged my iPod before it went out. She said that I sounded like Hillary Duff, which is the worst thing anyone could say to anyone. I also played guitar a lot. Grandma and Grandpa visited for a bit yesterday.
I will try to update every day from now on. At least for this week because I'm off work. Isn't that swell?

I resent being a pawn in your evil chess game. Neehehehehe!

So.
Didn't place at the tourney.
Am really tired.
Went to a pizza par-tay with Lynn and Aragorn. Was fun. Boys played Halo.
Went to a par-tay for speech and got the award for knowing about exploding things. Well, duh.
Had a square dance at par-tay and was turned down by one partner (Dulcea stole him! Okay, not really. I just didn't see that she already had him.) and deserted by two. Fun.
Went to campout. It was weird, but still pretty fun.
Don't have the energy to write much. Don't have the energy to include subjects in any of my sentences. Have to work tomorrow.
*is dead*
Oh, yeah. I got an iPod Nano. Friday. It's the greatest thing since me. And I am the greatest thing since sliced bread. Which was the greatest thing since the wheel. Which was the greatest thing since fire. Which was the greatest thing since God. Who is the greatest thing ever.

Now I'm thinking about getting a video camera. After all, my choir trip to Boston is going to be about $110 less than I thought it was going to be. Which is pretty phat.
Oh, I remember what else. I got seven inches hacked off of my hair. Donated it, of course. It looks nifty, now.